+ ii wish upon a starr. _________

Monday, January 30, 2006

zonked out.

i'm so tired!!! hahaha. yea i was cooped up for 7 days 7 nights. can't believe it myself. but i did a lot of stuff and cleaning up too. so friday i finally saw sunlight again! haha. met Chris and Justin for lunch...yummy fried dumpling noodles! too bad the lor mee was closed.

then went for supper with the OLD ppl. went to mad jacks to wait for SARAH TEO as usual. then headed to Mambo pool...but somehow Sarah Moses and i ended up sitting on the floor outside mambo talking. I dun regret not playing pool lar realli. basic topic: GOD haha. i dunno somehow it juz came to that and while Gerald n John juz waited for us inside to play pool. we were still talking at 1 am when they finished playing. led me to think that sometimes wad u think u haf let go of...deep down in ur heart u might haf not...

went shop shop with my mummy on sat...i think time on CNY eve juz takes forever to pass. after getting home juz b4 the shops close, i still had time to do jigsaw and SLEEP. haha. reunion dinner's food was juz rather horrible. wad with Sharks fin that contained crab meat and sea cucumber, unfresh prawns that mashed easily b/w ur fingers...its ok. company's great...like RACH haha...after dinner we went to mambo again. but this time for real pool. haha...there was this irritating roach scurrying arnd the place. disgusting man!

today passed as though it was a dream haha. i felt like a total zombie lar. got dragged out of bed at 9...but Am Po's Lor Meee is fantastic lar...haha. but i got realli bored at my other Ah Ma's house...Sleepy in the warm weather...plus after Chong Hui and Fu nen left i was left with the tv and a box of ba gua and some corn flake tidbits. coz my parents had their usual mah jong games...-_-

suddenly after recovering frm pox. i dun feel like returning to "reality"...like theres so much to do...esp. practising for those ballet pieces. i feeel like i'm gonna die again. like the last 10 days or so were the most carefree. i could wake any time i liked. do wadeva i liked. though all within the confinement of my house.

stella: i'm well alr! haha. i might be going aussie u know! is ur lodging still available! =)

Shu: i still like the blue and rings...thinking thinking. haha. hello its coz u are the only one that put a smiley. i might join u guys for baking! hee.

Juannnn [2:18 AM]

___makee a wiish___

Sunday, January 22, 2006

boo the stupid pox.

itchy and PAINFUL...my gdness pls. everyone who hasn't got it. i suggest the jab rather than get the stupid pox.but it was rather timely. after being tired out frm work for 4 days. i was waiting to get slaughtered on sat for my piano ballet thingy. coz i haven practised at ALL...and after a horrible first night yest. i realli simply dun wanna sleep tonight. din get to sleep till 4am++ and i spent 10 hrs today watching Autumn In My Heart....courtesy of Nick who dumped me with the VCD and ran off to Thailand for his "holiday army" every scene theres ppl crying. must give credit to all the actors man...

anyway i DROVE ON THE ROAD! so funnn...hahaha. my 2nd lesson i din expect anythin more than drivin in the circuit. so excited when he asked me for my PDL to go on road!. and i conclude taxi drivers are IRRITATING. and BUSES too...now think of it its easier to travel ON them rather than WITH them...but the stupid pumps i wore gave me serious blisters. so much for wearing a covered toe shoe....

thurs went to church to help Mel with the notice board!!! i love our creation...hee right MEL...its so colourful and vibrant now...and yea i juz quit my job on thurs...the fashion admin...coz i realli haf no time for my piano...so anyone who wans it...CALL ME NOW i need a replacement URGENTLY.

fri was supposed to be my last day. but somehow i got the stupid pox on thurs night. how ironic. wed night i juz went for the vaccine. and the doc was so eager to jab me b4 i could even decide if i wanted it. i juz dun wanna be defaced coz of this! and gotta cancel all my stuffs the nx 5 days. thank God that i'll be well and up by CNY at least according to that doc.

i'm bored...its like 3am and i dun wanna SLEEEP.

Juannnn [2:41 AM]

___makee a wiish___

Sunday, January 15, 2006

a day at work...

finally SAT came and passed. and i'm still POX FREE! hahaha. anyway yest was reallli fun...driving. hee i felt like i was playing bumper cars juz tt u can't make a mistake. its damn thrilling seriously. and suddenly u realise. if u make one wrong move ur in deeep shit. haha. and somehow i dunno y my instructor taught me in CHINESE.

i practically spent the whole of yest night and this morn practising for my ballet pieces...so basically i've been playing the piano since fri night till this evening at 6pm...i still love the free flow music. haha i play wadeva rubbish also can. then went for music prac...hhaha. first time joining the real main music team...and i feeel reali young. hahaha. now now..i din say anyone was OLD ok. a rather amusing prac. Moses and John Chee will know wad i mean. hahaha. *amusing tune rings*

after tt went to Mad Jack's with Jun Hao Moses and John to look for Sarah haha...OILY wateR!!! headed to Breko after for somemore BRIDGE...and nice food. i think i ate a lot of supper tonight man. hahah. yea and i conclude tt its rather fun hanging out with the OL*DI*S. its a taboo word. hahaha and Shu Ling needs to go for laughing lessons!!! anyway its like near 3 alr...and surprisingly my mum was ASLEEP when i reached home...ok zzz.

Juannnn [2:21 AM]

___makee a wiish___

Friday, January 13, 2006

dead.

last week i had no job. suddenly i haf THREE jobs. i'm being swallowed man. hahaha. i mean God's realli gd. i got my jobs and i still haf my afternoons and night free for piano pracs...yea...

one week passed rather fast. frm Monday onwards..there goes my sleeep. sigh sigh. tmr's fun fun...ok fine i gotta go YMCA to sign my contract then go church with Mel to put up notice board..then...DRIVING!!! hahaha finally. yea i passed my basic theory. so exciting.

i'm rather excited abt nx week. but more worried abt SAT. the ballet pieces hoW HOW HOW!. like 60 pieces leh...one hour 20 pieces for the class. rarr.

i'm gnona sleep. early early tmr.r....!.

Juannnn [12:41 AM]

___makee a wiish___

Sunday, January 08, 2006

job job job...

past week has been the most boring ever in my life man. and i spent my first day slacking at HV with pangsai and Sarah. haha.

the rest of the week was juz rather sianned. but anyway gd news! i passed my trial at YMCA and i got a job. haha playing piano for ballet classes...i'm quite happy with the whole working hours and pay thingy. haha. but realli i think its all thanks to God. i'm realli thankful for those frens who were there to encourage me when i was rather down sometime back. and u guys were right. God has a better plan.

i felt rather young at music network meeting today. hahaha. i'm SERIOUS! i'm like the YOUNGEST there alr. and it juz dawned on me tt wad we are trying to do in YE its happening in the adult ministry as well. and its so much tougher coz as youths we all haf the same "background" like we're all studying in sec schs or jcs or polys. while for adults they realli come frm diff. walks of life. and they realli haf diff. views.

as much as i'm bored. i realised tt i haf a lot of things to do...but i simply can't bring myself to perform those tasks. esp. cleaning up my 12 yrs worth of sch books and worksheets and wadnot.haha

anyway. to those having the time of their lives having orientation in Jc now...appreciate it. i'm missing it loads!. Chris XH and i went back to AC on thurs...talked to gp mdm. rather amusing talk. abt how young kids are spendthrifts and how much money u can save without having a kid. haha.

i should find some constructive time wasting stuff to do instead...

Juannnn [2:05 AM]

___makee a wiish___

Monday, January 02, 2006

another yr gone...

last week's super hectic man...met up with Singying on wed...and we went for Thai express lunch...it was super niceee....haha. b4 i chiong to BBDC to meet Joel and Fiona for 2 super boring and lame theory lessons and an evaluation which all three of us failed. haha. so we signed up for PRAC b4 evaluation on fridayy...

thurs was juz a lil. sian till afternoon, met Eve Siying and CZL to buy bbq stuff. so mayb less ppl made it this time but its still gd enuff. but Eve and Siying juz CAN'T stop suaning me for sth which is non existent.

anyway i passed my evaluation with 99% on fri! hahaha. then i woke sarah up to go roam with me and i couldn't get Gerald to wake up. so we juz went arnd Bugis and finally ya i bought a pair of levis. thx to my Dad's gernerous contribution of a christmas present worth a 100 bucks for levis jeans. obviously i paid the difference. and we went for some interview at tanjong pagar b4 supposedly heading off to Rox's house. haha but funny thing is on 700, we passed Orchard and we thought ZARA SALE! then we juz hopped off and went to Zara. eh but not bad lor i bought 3 tops for 7.90 EACh...but by the time got to Rox's house we were super duper late and pizza was gone. YE's like turning bridge into a hobby haha. Rox's house was like a gambling den without money. but i enjoyed myself anyway.

Sat met up with Dav like finally after a thousand yrs or sth. and sth super retard we were walking past Taka when this guy came up to us and said. huband and wife?! then i was like *wth look* and he said no. then he went on. EngageD?!. and we juz ignored him. like we look so old like tt. anyway went home for Jedi's b-day party. and Rach's mum's b-day too. haha. Happy b-day Jedinjenny. it was quite retarded. but the food was gd!. then some YE ppl came over to sleep. HORRENDOUSLY NOISY. BUNCH OF SEC1 Kids. onli 3 of them and so much noise. haha. i dun think the older ones were so noisy.but it was fun lar...this morn went for bowling then main service. i think no matter how many times u make me stand in front of a mic i'll still shake lor. haha. i was so so nervous i kept going erm erm erm. and then somehow i started crying. so super embarrassing. even my Mum knows now. but yea like exactly one yr ago. i dun regret sharing i guess coz in a way it gives me encouragement myself.

and a NOT SO SHOCKING DISCOVERY. Adult fare is FREAKING EXPENSIVE!. i can't believe i gotta live with it till duno when.

anyway. while u ppl are getting ready for sch...haah let me slack...for once ok.

Juannnn [1:06 AM]

___makee a wiish___

Centre Of My Life

Let my walk speak loud

And my words be true

Let my life be whole

With my eyes on you

Lord I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all

I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

I have found Your peace

It replaces anything

You have done it all

I can trust in You

So I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all

I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all

I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

Your Majesty

My life will sing Your song!